Defence Of The Ancients

I have been sucked into another dimension called Dota!. For the recent weeks, i have spent 60% of my time on this game, figuring out strategies, understanding how items work, experimenting heroes abilities - everything needed to know how to abuse the game. It is one heck of an addictive game, especially when you have Europe PvPgN at home!. There would be no need to go out to cyber cafe and fork money just to play Dota. My favourite Imba Heroes are Stealth Assassin, Bone Clinkz, Drow Ranger, Ursa, and Slayer!. Ownage heroes.

This is all leading to a self battling ryan, between the " Ryan promised to study harder this semester " with the " Ryan that loves Dota ". With classmates that encourages you to play truant and travel to OUG for Dota games, and actually falls to such temptation. Like Ban said- Fragile Will. But then again, when i am sitting there at Warnet, playing the game, Its all worth it!. There comes the profanity when somebody kills somebody else, and evil laughter for the player that assassinated an opponent.

The deepest and strongest word i that hear all the time is " I'm losing myself again ". Which is exactly what i am trying to ignore, i cant bear listening to it as it triggers other uncomfortable memories. Gawd! I need to control myself.