The Quill Of Inspirations. 3rd Scroll

Let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them around your neck, WRITE them on the tablet of your heart. Proverbs 3:3

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Everybody is an artist. Everyone has different art to offer. I am an artist with strange art to offer. I believe in I am. I believe in illustration through visual and articulation. I believe expression is inevitable. -Ryan I am still learning about myself everyday.

Saturday, July 31, 2004

Style Gear Shift

Megasales hit town and at every shopping complexes, you can see people grabbing items, they really go all out, discounts tags everywhere. Even tourist flies here just to shop .... Well, people i did my part, i shopped till i dropped and now i can finally get off the floor and write here again. I admit i was really hit by the megasale fever, i really shopped like never before. I am shifting styles from hip hop to semi hiphop-rock style. Bought clothes to really give me the rugget rock look. Whats left in my shopping list would be a etnic middle east style shirt, couple of football jerseys and a casual shoe... Too bad this weekend is fully booked, i'll hunt after these the next weekend. Wish me all the best lads.

Sunday, July 18, 2004

*Taste~Lesson*

Sensacio'n: Contento (Level 6)
Localizatio'n: Residensia

 
      Its after my sunday youth service cum youth cell group. Pas. Michael shared with the group about his experience on food. He went for many mission trips. During these trips, one of them, he was sent to reach out for those unwanted children that are left by the streets with insufficient human basic needs. This team then gathers them and build them a place to live. Then he described when all of them had meals. Those rice with just soy sauce could already make those children's eyes twinkle and cry with joy tears. At that instance when i heard this, i remembered those moments when i was so fuzzy with food. Always thinking of perfect food - the taste, the saltiness, the freshness, the smell. Worst part is when i actually grumbled terribly at my mom when i don't like whats on the dining table. I actually rather go back and cook an extra fried egg to eat when there is more than enough food on the table. Now, after what pas. michael shared, i feel disgusted with myself. But i don't know if i could resist perfectly brewed coffee or even harder to fight myself to not to grumble and be satisfied with anything. I guess there is only one way to deal with it. *Prayer*.  Let time prove the effectiveness of prayer.

    Ah, i just thought of an idea. What if i improve my cooking, ( which would require the fuzziness in food ), but then, if i get the chance to serve in the ministry, i would be the one cooking for the kids.~! Everybody wins!.  * I don't wash plates though*. But at least, i think i should be less choosy and just give thanks, shut up and eat.

-Logging off-
 

Thursday, July 08, 2004

Writers Block

Sensacion: Confused & Writers Block.
Localization: Residensia

1- I'm here thinking real hard on my baptism testimony writing, especially with less than 100 words available, its much harder to write. Having the problem to consider the proper approach, writing style, points breakdown, concluding. Thousands thanks to mika in discussing with me on these matter. Gonna write it tomorrow morning. Whatever comes to the mind, i'll just transfer it to the pen.

ADios. Got to wake up early tomorrow.

Sunday, July 04, 2004

The Remarkable Faithfulness

Sensacion: All excited
Localization: Residensia

Today i learn of god's remarkable faithfulness through his personal message to me and my family's history. When you are in need of something, just pray and wait on him. Little arrangements will be made to bless you. Even when you forgot to pray instead keep grubbling, still HE provides, HE gives, HE blesses...
I learnt that when i was a fetus in my mom's womb. At the 11th hour of me coming out, my family couldn't afford to pay the doctor to give me birth. My dad worked really hard and did overtime to support the coming family of three. At the 11th hour and 59th minute, my dad's month salary released early. Just in time to get me to the world. Same applies for my brother, except that my dad got to borrow money in advance from my grandmother to pay the doctor. See, evidence in history. Adios. Mika asked me to sleep.