The Quill Of Inspirations. 3rd Scroll

Let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them around your neck, WRITE them on the tablet of your heart. Proverbs 3:3

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Everybody is an artist. Everyone has different art to offer. I am an artist with strange art to offer. I believe in I am. I believe in illustration through visual and articulation. I believe expression is inevitable. -Ryan I am still learning about myself everyday.

Friday, February 18, 2005

Defence Of The Ancients



I have been sucked into another dimension called Dota!. For the recent weeks, i have spent 60% of my time on this game, figuring out strategies, understanding how items work, experimenting heroes abilities - everything needed to know how to abuse the game. It is one heck of an addictive game, especially when you have Europe PvPgN at home!. There would be no need to go out to cyber cafe and fork money just to play Dota. My favourite Imba Heroes are Stealth Assassin, Bone Clinkz, Drow Ranger, Ursa, and Slayer!. Ownage heroes.


This is all leading to a self battling ryan, between the " Ryan promised to study harder this semester " with the " Ryan that loves Dota ". With classmates that encourages you to play truant and travel to OUG for Dota games, and actually falls to such temptation. Like Ban said- Fragile Will. But then again, when i am sitting there at Warnet, playing the game, Its all worth it!. There comes the profanity when somebody kills somebody else, and evil laughter for the player that assassinated an opponent.


The deepest and strongest word i that hear all the time is " I'm losing myself again ". Which is exactly what i am trying to ignore, i cant bear listening to it as it triggers other uncomfortable memories. Gawd! I need to control myself.

Tuesday, February 08, 2005


Marilyn, Sarah and Me at Italianies!. Another eatery i consider luxurious, like really! Its just great to fellowship with my old schoolmates after years of graduating from high school. During dinner, i kind of tapped into their gal conversation! ^_^ It is truly a memorable dinner and night. I forgot to take pictures of the food because everyone was so excited about the food that they went food frenzy. The thing is - we sat there from 8:30 until 11:30, the longest dinner i ever had as all of us didn't want to leave and we had no idea time flew pass our eyes. Oh just in case, Thanks a lot Sarah for everything, especially the meal *wink*. I m so stuffed and sleepy, so CHeeRs. Posted by Hello

Friday, February 04, 2005

The Intelligence Test





Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence



You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.
You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.
An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.
Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.




The Weight Issue

The one problem that haunts me, i have major difficulty in gaining weight. I can eat like 2 kg amount of food and when i jump on a weighing machine, it will dumbly tell no difference before i took a spoon of rice. The only rational-biological science that explains my catastrophic situation is that my metabolisme is naturally high,:- even when i am watching dvd, i can be burning calories all the way back to square 1. So then i was told that body building gains weight, the muscles produced stays as mass and increases weight. So the quest for 10kg begins!.



Recently, i bought a door chinning bar and attached it to my room door. This was on top of my almost consistent workout at the gym facilities back in campus. Now, i could workout right at home with this bar. Soon people, i'll be in perfect weight.

I found this article for weight-gaining on the internet, just to share~

5 steps

1) Count how many calories you eat in a normal day. Don't change anything, just eat like you normally would and count how many calories you consumed. This is an extremely important step, so try to be as exact as possible. Also, weigh yourself.

2) Starting the day after you counted calories, eat 500 calories MORE then you normally do. So, lets pretend that the day you counted calories you counted 2000. For the rest of the week, you would now eat 2500 calories a day. Instead of eating 3 big meals a day or eating all day all the time, spread those calories out over 5-6 smaller meals. Eat one meal every 2 and a half to 3 hours. To get big, you have to eat big! Remember that.

3) Weightlifting! Get in the gym and lift! This is another important step to how to gain weight, so make sure you are doing it correctly. For more information on weightlifting workout routines and splits, read the workout routines and splits section.

4) At the end of that week, weigh yourself. You'll notice your gaining just after one week! Now, don't expect to see a 10lb increase. Gaining anymore then 1 or 2 pounds a week is unhealthy and means your putting on way to much fat. So look for 1 or 2 pound gains at the end of the week. Don't sound like much? You can be gaining 5-8 pounds a month!

5) Heres an important one. At some point, you will stop seeing weight gain. At this point, you will have to eat even more. So, when you stop gaining for at least 2 weeks, it means it is time to start eating an extra 250 calories a day. Every time you see you haven't gained weight for at least 2 weeks, add an extra 250 calories.

More tips for how to gain weight (extremely important!)

- Stay away from fat! Eventhough weight gain is your goal, you don't want to be gaining fat. Get rid of the chips and candy. No more fast food, nothing fried. Stick to high protein low fat foods like tuna fish (and other seafood), chicken breast, turkey, lean meats, fruits and vegetables etc. (For more information, read the diet and nutrition section.

- WATER! Drink water! Drink around a half gallon a day, more if you can. Yes thats alot of water, but its that water that will give you the energy you need to gain that weight!

- Sleep! YES! Sleep! The easiest, yet most over looked step. Get atleast 8 hours of sleep a night. Your gonna need it!

Now the concern some people have about how to gain weight, is how to do it without putting on extra fat. Let me tell you how, YOU CAN'T! Unless you are using steroids, it is basically impossible to gain weight without putting on a little bit of extra fat. But hey, you want to see some weight gain right? Well then who cares about the little bit of extra fat you might put on while gaining. You will be able to burn that off later on, right now gaining is your main concern, so that is all you need to worry about.